Settled Unsettled

I reckon I have settled in quickly and comfortably. This profession is indeed very different from what I have envisaged it to be but what the heck, we are still doing good to people around us, in a way or another. As much as I would like to be spending more time doing what I think I should be doing in my current capacity, I reckon the bigger authorities or even the society see us as multitaskers rather than specialists.

I know I am more than capable of fulfiling the requirements of this job and although the learning curve was rather steep and the workload heavy, I know I will still be standing strong at the end of the day.

But the more rooted I think I have become, the more unsettled I feel. Dissonance builds up and sometimes frustrations. All that I can do now, is to channel them into useful energy(hopefully) and see through the terms.

As prisoned birds must find their freedom, I bide my time.



On another totally irrelevant point, I think I love the saturday choir.